So I have been doing better, thing no longer seem as bleek as they had previously. Im finally starting to feel goof about my new job, and school is going lovely. I started doing acrylics and designs so here’s a picture of my own hands ( i practiced on myself ) the picture is a little blurry thought because my phone sucks lol.

But anywho I am finally starting to hang out some of my old friends again, I think for me the reason I had stopped hanging out with everyone is because I was in that depressed stage and I was unhappy with myself and as long as I was unhappy with myself I couldnt be happy around or feel comfortable around other people. But I am finally feeling better so hopefully things will finally start to go my way.

I have finally come up with something I actually like, its not much but for now it will have to do.. I have no clue what is wrong with me, I really dont have any inspiration to continue on but I just do not have the heart to close this site down. I am just at a loss for words and motivation for anything beyond work and school right now. I wish the opposite were true but that is just not the case. But anyhow hopefully soon I will have a awsome project in the works so keep your fingers crossed.

I have no clue what to do with this site anymore and it absolutely sucks…..I think I am just going to close it….

I cannot begin to put into words how I feel right now. Me being part of the minority it is an extraordinary acheivment for us as a race and for America. I honestly believe that this country has come along way as a whole because never in a million years would I have thought a african-american would be our president. Now I didnt vote for Obama because he is black but I voted for him because I believed in what he is about, had it been the other way around and McCain had the same appeal to me I would have voted for him, but that is simply not the case. I was moved by McCain’s speech and I believe it wsa  truly heartfelt, it really shows how welcoming people can be. Not everyone may agree with me but you know what, <b>EVERYONE</b> can definitely say history was made. Now I had a lot of people from my school say they really wanted to vote for Obama but they were afraid of him getting assassinated and they say it is inevitable, and all I have to say to that is, I am sure he knew the risks involved with that issue before even considering to run for President, and this just goes to show that if he can kee a level head about things and go ahead in the matter than we should look at that as a good thing, and that I am almost positive that his security is to its highest level possible.